I can\u2019t see her face. It doesn\u2019t matter how hard I try, how hard I screw my eyes closed, how much I beg and beg and beg my mind to comply. I haev to admit that there has been a long time in which I\u2019ve not wanted to have her cluttering up my thoughts, but right now, even though I know I should not, I want to see her face.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s getting colder. The gauges are telling me that it won\u2019t be long now; less than five minutes and the only thing of interest left is whether the batteries will outlast the air supply. Will I suffocate or freeze to death? At least the view is good. Still all I seem to be able to do is think about her. Staring death in the face, no hope at all of rescue and all I can think of is that hotel room, the last time we made love. I can\u2019t remember her face, but I can remember the smile she had as I slid inside her; I can still hear what she whispered into my ear as our bodies touched, all of me inside her. I can feel the air getting thinner and all I can remember is how happy we both were that day.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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